TWO BABIES?!
Yes, God has such a peculiar sense of humor.
Most women get a faint positive line when taking an early pregnancy test.
My line was very dark, which indicated a high level of hormones.
Should've been the first hint, huh?...
I took the test about 3 days after I missed my period.
I had already started to have SEVERE morning sickness.
I couldn't keep anything down except plums & water.
Lost close to 20lbs..
Morning sickness that did not end.
Nausea, dizziness, vomiting, & fatigue--from the time I'd wake up, until I'd go to sleep.
Ugggggh!
I was prescribed Zofran
(which is used to prevent nausea due to chemo & radiation)
I took it once in the hospital intravenously & it worked instantly.
But after further research, I found reports of birth defects caused by this medicine.
--NEVER FILLED THE PRESCRIPTION.--
Had to just thug it out bc that wasn't a risk I was willing to take.
By far, this was the worst experience of my life
I was not a happy camper to find out there were two babies, I just have to admit that.
Everyone else was so HAPPY for me though.
Preston was ecstatic & talking about names & what they'd look like.
I, on the hand, was trying not to cry myself to death.
Is that even a saying?
Well, that's what it was for me at the time.
ADVICE: When life becomes too much, it's ok to breakdown.
It's ok to be afraid of the future.
It's ok to feel inadequate.
Just don't stay there.
I was 5 months pregnant with TWINS in these pictures.
TWINS.
You hear me?
This was in November.
This was a special month for me.
Got an awesome job, found a great doctor, reconnected with a close friend.
I think I found my sanity here.
In my birth month.
Thank you God.
For everything.
I'm sure the hormones played a huge part during my emotional roller coaster ride.
But it sure does feel good to know that there are ppl who cared.
Ppl who helped.
Some in ways they don't even know.
I LOVE YOU GUYS.
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